3 comments Wednesday, January 14, 2009

While my mouth was filled wth water,my eyes almost popped out as i was lookin at the double chicken roll which was served to me,suddenly all of ma devine attention was broke.It was an SMS It said"she finally said YES".It was from my very good friend KAMAL."He's finally did it"i announced faking a chinese accent like that yan guy from the cookery show.I felt great for kamal.The problem,the essential issue with humankind ,the reason we are all always at some level or another pissd off,is reality sucks.
That is what i felt,coz the girl whom i liked dn't say yes.And her words are so selective,that form a word clots(jst like the blood clots).And word clots are worse than blood clots.Coming back to kamal's sweet,great,beutiful(i just hate it) story,he liked this girl from i dnt knw,i guess a long tym.I have a blog post on him the last time,so u might knw him well.So they both startd sms'ing and calling very frequently.I liked the portray of this girl as kamal had described her.Down to earth,understandin,freq matched,same height .,.BANG!! a YES from both of us.Me and saurbh..The other and better half of my friendship.Saurbh has its own distinct way to express his feelings.He get's a reality check in from the third dimension and a thumbs up from me too.So he gave kamal a reality ass kick that this girl might not be right as at that point she wasnt taking his calls.I didnt beg to differ.We were both staring at kamal after the royal decision was made by us.Kamal still was again sitting on the lemon tree.Heard that song?Outcome is that you can't do anything.I don't know what went into him.Now people since we evolved from cavemen and all,have issues.We tend to think that if so-and-so(or such-and-such)were totally different,our lives would be perfect.And realy who are the people we admire?The fuckin movie stars,they get their love everytime,don't they(except for the latest flick ghajni).Kamal must have been bankin on aamir khan i guess.And guess what aamir khan did the trick for him.They went for this movie"ghajni" and that night she had an affermation on the love story.
Girls are a great foo fighters,as they don't give it up to the guy unless right words are spoken or right actions are done.
ADVISE OF THE DAY:
You see words are motherfucker,
they can be great

or they can degrade

or even worst they can teach hate.

Next post about the girl who played cupid in this love story..

2 comments Tuesday, January 6, 2009

How do I get over you? You missed me(even i don't know), I miss you. I know I love you more(actually like...tht's her word), I know I love\like you less. Nature has a cruel sense of humor. Symmetry is in form, not in feelings. I know I need to let go. But I want to linger, savor this moment. Feel the last rays of the sun go down, before it’s all dark. I want to hold you closer, yet I know I only delay the inevitable. So, I let go. You let go. And then there will be a void within me. I’ll think about you - constantly… like a song that plays over and over and refuses to stop. An intense physical pain that only you can heal. An addiction that will enervate me. I know I have the strength to move on coz i am the silly one(i love this name). I will. Days, weeks, and months will pass by. The agony will one day disappear, the memories will fade, and then, I’ll get over you.

And the truth is i will get over you..after all that you show....we could have been just more than friends..but no...i try and try and try again but this crush ain't goin away........

but still no hard feelings, i want to see you happy in whatever you do....i just wanted to be with you in every single good or bad deeds you doo.....but let's face it...i will never be with you.....will be leaving her life in a month ....doomsday is just 29 days later my friends.....then i l be back normal to me.....i hope memories doo fade away.....just a great time i had spent over her on phone.....great.....

my next post also involves love but a sucessful love story of my very good friend kamal and the cupid which helped him....wish i could find one cupid......let's go hunting .....